Moi' de Naive' de Angelus

It doesn't really mean much, but I grew bored of doing my assignments,
so I photoshopped Jing Ting's pics just for the fun of it.

I'm not so much of a pro with Photoshop, but it'll have to do for now.

Tell me which one looks better, yeah?

Groan

Ugh...

Today was relatively...okay, at best.

I got to hang out a bit more with a certain someone,
but came under unnecessary fire from the rest of my group.

I wonder why is it that rumors spread so Goddamn fast....

I once again became the target of so many teases and whispered jokes amongst them,
and honestly?

I hate it.

Even if it was the presumption of something going on between me and her,
I hate it.

Let me work things out with her myself, alright?

The least I need is you telling every single Tom, Dick and Harry about my
personal business!

I honestly don't need anymore drama, alright?

I have enough on my plate as it is.

Feelings

Pissed off.

I
Am
F***ing pissed off.

Why?

Because I'm studying at TOA.

Now before you jump to some freaking conclusion,
I'm not cursing my luck at studying there.

I'm being really stressed out because it's too good of a college.

I have tons of assignments.

My allowance of RM100 a week is barely enough to pay for things like
food, toll, and parking.
Not to mention the effing art materials we have to impromptu-ly buy every now and then.

So I forgot to bring my cutting pad.
You ask me so casually to buy a new one,
with such a effing sarcastic tone at that. And it costs RM13??


Parking, hmph, now that's another issue altogether.
I have to either get a season pass or just pay up in coins every single day.
What am I, a walking bank?
It's so hard to find coins to pay rm4 everyday, dammit!

Ugh..I've got so much on my plate right now that I just wish I could just blow it all away with an unnecessary use of US Military-grade explosives.

And I think I'm fighting a losing battle to impress a certain someone new.

Nai've de angelus.




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I'm always last.
I'm tired of being last...
It's not fair...

Wonders

It keeps me going.

How things would feel like if I had things differently, I think.

Still, I couldn't help but wonder if it would've made much of a difference.

Irony.

Bah.

Guess who~?

=><=

Hatred

Ling made a comment sometime back about
how odd it seemed to hate someone
that you were biologically programmed to love.

Call me odd then.

She can be so stubborn to deal with.
I mean, it's not even bearable anymore.

Sometimes I even wondered why he even picked her, of all people...

Don't get me wrong, I appreciate her for who she is,
but sometimes she makes me so angry
that I just want to tell her to shut the fuck up.

Yeah, you heard me right.

I just don't know sometimes lar...

The closest person I know who'd do something like this is either Trish or Ling,
but I know that they wouldn't.

Why?

Because I know that they'll make good mothers one day.

Wondrous Times

I really can't understand international companies sometimes.

Law Wai Kar showed me something absolutely ridiculous today
that had to do with Microsoft.

Yes, you heard me right.

Microsoft.

Link.


Be warned. It's actually quite obscene in terms of language, surprisingly.

Revelations

College has been one heck of a roller coaster.

Partly because I seem to realize that my world is getting smaller and smaller.
Why?

One of my kakis in college knows Rose, Be and Nesaraj
because he went to Seri Suria too.

Incidentally, I carpooled with him today and he introduced me
to a gal he fetches from my class, whom by the way,
I met once when I took my P license,
and guess what?

She knows Rose and Be because she ALSO studied in Seri Suria!

And if that wasn't zany enough...

Ling knows Carmen Chin, who's one of my oldest friends!
I find it quite odd because Carmen's 2 years younger that us,
and I see nothing that they could share in common...

Oh well, it just goes to show that this world isn't so big after all.

My seemingly medium-sized circle of friends
apparently have loops around each other,
and I'm in the middle of it

^^